If you’re feeling useless (don’t worry I know that feeling as well) maybe try volunteering/helping your community by doing simple things? (Usually community centers have adverts of public projects they need help on) itll get you productive and have you doing positive things so you can see positive changes youre making?

Thank you for the suggestion❤️. I’m just feeling numb and pointless and am having trouble doing much of anything at all. Im not in condition to leave my house by myself but I’d like to try volunteering at an animal shelter again