I got spoiled by Max. Spending time with my other 12 cats has made me realize how little they compare and how different they are.

Max just. Didn’t act like a cat. You know cats will snuggle with you but then leave cause they wanna leave? Max stayed reluctantly even when he wanted to leave because he knew he was needed.

My other cats all have their own quirks sure but they share them with other cats. Max shared some with his equally weird brother but that’s it.

But it wouldn’t be MY life if the things taken from me weren’t the best things in my life ¯_(ツ)_/¯ that’s how my fate work.

This was literally one of my worst fears and it’s happened. Other worst fear is my dad dying so i’m expecting that to happen soon too.